Man who stands on toilet is high on pot

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 19:57:36 GMT

Um, yeah... so... What the FUCK is up with this world? Or, at least, the people in it. Was that fucker taking acid and following the little bunny, or was he just so fucked up that he had to give his problems to 32-some-odd other people's families too? What an ass!!! I can't believe what this country is coming to! I mean, honestly! A school? Of all places for people to die! Schools are supposed to be SAFE!!
Ah, well, wshful thinking, I suppose. Here's a song a found. It just seemed to fit everything, so I decided to post it. It's called 'Our Solemn Hour' by Within Temptation.

Santus, espiritus, redeem us from our solemn hour
Santus, espiritus, insanity is all around us
(santus, espiritus...)

In my darkest hours
I could not foresee
That the time could turn so fast to this degree
Can't believe my eyes
How can you be so blind
Is the heart of stone nowhere but fear inside
Time keeps on slipping away
And we haven't learned
So in the end they won't have free sky

Santus, espiritus, redeem us from our solemn hour
Santus, espiritus, insanity is all around us
Santus, espiritus, is this what we deserve
Can we break free
From chains of neverending agony

Aren't they themselves to blame
The misery, the pain
That I will let go
Allow to let it grow
If we can't restrain
The beast which dwells inside
It will find its way somehow, somewhere in time

Will we remember all of the suffering
Cause if we may heal the fear in vain

Santus, espiritus, redeem us from our solemn hour
Santus, espiritus, insanity is all around us
Santus, espiritus is this what we deserve
Can we break free
From chains of neverending agony

Santus, espiritus
Santus, espiritus

Santus, espiritus, redeem us from our solemn hour
Santus, espiritus, insanity is all around us
Santus, espiritus is this what we deserve
Can we break free
From chains of neverending agony
Santus, espiritus, redeem us from our solemn hour
Santus, espiritus, insanity is all around us
Santus, espiritus is this what we deserve
Can we break free
From chains of neverending agony

WTF??

Tue, 02 May 2006 16:14:53 GMT

OK, I have been alerted to the rumors concerning my death, and I respond by saying.... What the HELL? True, I haven't been online for quite awhile, but I just checked my e-mail today and saw a letter from my good pal Amanda, asking if I was really dead. Amanda, where on earth did you get that idea??? I got an e-mail from Spence too saying that he heard the same thing!
Geez, I disappear from the net for a bit and y'all freak on me.
Reply, okay? I need a bit of info on this.

OH! I have a new e-mail, everyone! Bast_the_Katt@yahoo.com
Send me some e-cards! I like 'em!

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 14:22:14 GMT

HELL ON A POPSICLE STICK, IT'S FREEZING!!!! I'm typing this from my laptop right now, and Yahoo! weather reads: Few Snow Showers, High: 13° Low: -7°, and currently, it's FIVE FRIKEN DEGREES!! Andy, you moron! No wonder you were cold when your blankets slid off!
*sigh*
I need a big, snuggly teddy bear to keep me warm at night.
Anyways.... Does anyone know any good Anime series for me to watch? I watched Yu Yu Hakusho, Inu-Yasha (wish I hadn't. URK.), Digimon Frontier, Adventure, and 02, I read a few Chobits books, but didn't like them, and I watched a few episodes of Getbackers (didn't like that either.) ANY GOOD RECCOMENDATIONS, PLEASE TELL ME!

Umm...

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 16:36:06 GMT

OK, there's not much to say here. My foster mom is going to let me help with Thanksgiving dinner this year (I plan to eat some turkey beforehand! ^^) and I get to add in some of my very own dishes! Would you believe that this family has been deep-frying their turkeys every year since before Jimbo was even born? So, thin year, I'm showing them how to use an OVEN.
Might I share a cool tip with you guys? Stick cloves in the turkey while it bakes. Take them out when it's done! Lovely flavour!
Anywho, gotta go! (Also, I can't wait for the cranberry sauce! It's actually going to be made with real CRANBERRIES this year! Yay!)

Joyous... [/sarcasm]

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 01:39:32 GMT

Well, nothing too terrible has happened. School's getting better (then again, I figure, it couldn't get any worse...), and I made a few friends in English. One's named Shaylene (she read some of Bianca's lines when we read The Taming of the Shrew), and the other one is from Math class. His name's Kurt, and he's pretty cool.
Anyways, I met Shaylene, as I said, in English, but we really got to talking when she made a comment in class. I don't know what the original topic was, but one of the guys had said "Well, I think it would be cool if I didn't have parents! Mine suck!", to which she replied, cool as silk, "Oh, you do, do you? Well, I don't have parents. They died five years ago, and I live with my grandparents now." The guy looked at her weird, and she continued, "It's not fun having to bury your parents. It was the most painful thing I've ever been through, so think before you say a thing like that, okay?"
I stopped her in the hall after class, and told her I liked what she said about her family. I told her how my father had shot himself beforeI was born, and how my mother had given me up for adoption when I was two. We had a lot in common, so we swapped numbers and it kinda escalated from there.
Kurt, however, was the center of attention in out math class. Whenever Huebner turned his back, Kurt would be the one to have the class in stitches for some thing or another. But one day, the guys had found some strange amusement in my hair, and Kurt was the only guy who stood up for me. Well, actually, all he said was "Dude... not cool!" And they left me alone. Wow. My retorts were reduced to shambles.
Problem with some of Kurt's friends... Kurt likes me, but his friends don't. We were hanging out last Saturday, and a few of 'em started smoking. I dozed off for a bit, then felt a sharp pain on my right arm. One of the bastards put his fucking cigarette out on my forearm! So, yeah. Now I have a burn, and I bet it's going to scar just like Reilon's did.
Well, gotta go, mes amis!
~Katt

Someone save me, please!

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 22:14:09 GMT

OK, I'm settled in my new apartment... 1101 South Tabor Avenue. My new foster family is pretty strict; not only with me, but with thier own son, James (I must call him Jimmy "Or else, dude!") Hah! They're so retarded! I've seen Jimbo here smoking cigs before school in the dumpster area. So yeah. I haven't been able to do much posting; school's been just plain torture. I've already had to see my counciler, Mrs. Zohner, for reasons quite embarassing, I must say. On another note: Nebraska isn't what I epected it to be. Amanda always said it was a friendlier town than Denver; a small-town place. Well, I don't know where the FUCK she was, but she wasn't in North Platte. I absolutely HATE it here.
Anyways, on a lighter (pssht!) note, I'm taking 3 classes this term (we only have 4 per day, but we get more credits per class) I've got English with Mr. Reinboth, US History with Ms. Casper (fun name^^) and Algebra with Mr. Huebner. I hate them all. I want to go back to Colorado and stay with Amanda. Or Kira. Or Raef. Or that Brandon bloke even! Hell, I don't care!! I HATE THIS PLACE!! The damn school is homophobic and preppy, and full of thugs that beat you up if you LOOK at them wrong. God, if it got out to them that I was gay, I would be lying in a rapidly spreading pool of my own blood and vomit. Great life, huh?

To my newest friends...

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 19:53:37 GMT

Ok, you may wonder why I haven't posted in awhile... or maybe you haven't. Either way, my internet and phone will be off-hook for a month or two...
Right, now this is really sad news (in my opinion, anyways. If you don't care... whatever.) but here we go...
My foster parents are getting divorced, and they can't keep me anymore, so I've been given a new home somewhere in Nebraska. North Platte, I think; I'm not sure.
Anyways, to Kira, I'm very sorry I missed your birthday, and that I never got to meet you. It sure would've been nice, because I'm sure you're a beautiful girl.
Raef, you are one of the most brilliant and aspiring people I've ever met! Please keep at it, and don't stop writing.
Amanda... I'm really sorry I can't tell you this in person, but I'll miss you so much. You're like a little sister to me, and I'll send you my address and phone number as soon as I know it.
Lauren, well... I'm sorry I didn't let you tape what happened to Kyle. You'd've loved it!

All I can say is, life isn't easy on us. I wish it were, and I wish I could be staying here with you. But I can't, and I hope you all understand. (I'm such wreck right now.) I'll continue to update here on livejournal, and you guys had better do the same!

With much love to all,
Andy Katt

Outside

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 19:06:26 GMT

And you,
You bring me to my knees, again,
All these time
That I could beg you please, in vain,
All the times
When I felt insecure, for you
And I leave
My burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All these time that I felt like this won't end
Was for you
And I taste what I could never have
It's from you
All those times that I've tried
My intentions, full of pride
And I waste more time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times that I've cried
All this wasted, it's all inside
And I feel, all this pain
Stuffed it down, is back again
And I lie, here in bed
All alone, I can't mend
And I feel
Tomorrow will be ok

But i know
That I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

Katt: Ok, I'm SURE at least one of you feel me on this, right? This song has to relate to SOMEONE.

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 20:45:37 GMT

Arg! You guys are going to KILL me! You know how I've been in Cherry Point for the past two weeks? Of course you don't! Why? Cuz I forgot to tell you! Well, I met an AWESOME guy there at the beach! His name's Collin, but his nickname's Ray (it's what he named his surfboard!). Shall I describe him? Yes, of course I should! He's got short brown/blonde hair... well, it's short on the sides, but long on top, and he keeps it spikes like a mowhawk-ish-thing. It looks really hot. He's got tanned skin, and he wears eyeliner (I only know this because it had smeared in the water). He lives in Cherry point, and I got his number! (not givin' ya the area code! :-p) it's 444-2393. I have yet to call him, but I'm gunna e-mail him soon! Hurrah for the Katt!

Things are starting to accerelate into
Something never stopping always trouble following but
Now I think I'm getting dizzy, too much spinning
Page by page the plot is thickening, quickening
It's getting too insane
I'm trying to maintain
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa

You run around
I run around
We're all gonna run, run, run around
You run around
I run around
We all do a run, run, run around

It is getting closer, more intense
Ever spinning, twisting, turning, roller coaster
Inch by inch the gap is closing
Pressure building, temperature rising, higher and higher
It's getting too crazy
I wish I could maybe
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa

Run, run baby, run, run baby
Run, run baby, run, run baby
Run, run baby, run, run baby
Like a rocket
Like a rocket
It's never stopping
You'll never stop it

You run around
I run around
We're all gonna run, run, run around
You run around
I run around
We all do a run, run, run around

You run around
I run around
We're all gonna run, run, run around
You run around
I run around
We all do a run, run, run around

Wed, 18 May 2005 23:43:48 GMT

You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen when your heart's not open
You're so concerned with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're broken when your heart's not open

Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. If I could melt your heart
Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. we'd never be apart
Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. Give yourself to me
Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. You hold the key

Now there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I'd suffer the same
If I loose you, my heart would be broken
Love is a bird, she needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside you die
You're frozen when your heart's not open
You're broken when your heart's not open

Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. If I could melt your heart
Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. we'd never be apart
Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. Give yourself to me
Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. You hold the key

You only see what you want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen when your heart's not open
You're broken when your heart's not open

Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. If I could melt your heart
Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. we'd never be apart
Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. Give yourself to me
Mmm,Mmm,Mmm.. You hold the key

If I could melt your heart
If I could melt your heart

No more Kyle...

Sat, 14 May 2005 17:01:29 GMT

Yes, as aforementioned, Kyle and I have split. Like split peas, but I don't like peas. He was cheating on me with that girl from his 6th hour chemistry class. Claire, I think her name was. Claire Hutchinson. She's been hitting on him for about a month now, but I didn't think he liked her too... Well, if that's what he wants, I'm cool with it. Annie wants to force-feed him dog shit while dumping fire ants down his boxers. I don't really care; he deserves it.

SPARKLEY!!!

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 17:38:11 GMT

So Amanda finally got me to watch Gravitation, and there's this fucked-up dude in a chibi-face screaming "SPARKLEY!!" He's so kawaii... Him and Shuiichi (dude with the pink hair) are sesky. Shuiichi had to dress in a sumo costume while everyone was trying to get his voice back for the show. Off to call Kyle... haven't heard from him in awhile. Hope he ain't sick... or at least, not cantagious. I've got plans, if ya catch my drift (wink wink).

A confuzzling new fiend... THE ICE MACHINE!!

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 22:09:24 GMT

Yeah, so I was trying to get some ice for my OJ this morning when the damn ice thing wouldn't give me ice! So I opened the fridge to see what the problem was and lo behold, the damn thing was clogged with an extremely large cube. So I removed it. BAAAD move. About thirty-some-odd ice cubes shot out and smashed on the floor. And I wass late to school because of it. And I spilt my OJ. And it was the LAST GLASS. Whoop-de-damn-do. That really sucked. Oh, Anne ('mom') wants to get some gold fish. Told her I'd eat them. She suggested those little fish called Neons. Told her I'd feed them to Napster (my kitten). Have yet to hear about fish status. I hate fish. Well, Katt is off. (waves) Fuck you all! (in a good way!)

...

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 22:31:37 GMT

Hello, all! I was cleaning my room today (GASP!) and I found a bag of Cracker Jacks. Let's start the bidding for the individually-wrapped prizes at 3 nacho Cheez-its! Am I hearing 4? Nope, guess not. Hmm. (thinks for a second, then eats the cracker jack prize)